I suffer the heartbreak of raising a daughter with autism - I mourn the loss of potential for her to have relationships, children, a job even. And my endocrine system has been destroyed by treatment for terminal cancer, as well. Strange perhaps, that since my diagnosis I have not been measurably unhappier than before. In accepting the worst there is some joy even, though it may just be that one feels there is nowhere further to fall.
T3 you have brought along a sense of belonging, inspired and helped inspire the light within myself and the world over. Just incredible writing. The fire rises
I’ve been taking DHT for a bit now, and have been working on a write up related to this for a while. I can attest to your experience of being immune to female charm whilst expressing greater love for your close ones. I noticed something similar in my own life.
“Terribleness is part of greatness, let us not deceive ourselves.”
The synthesis of incongruent elements, whether they be spiritual or temporal, will always precipitate a situation which demands itself to be oriented toward a new horizon. Heartbreak demands a reconciliation. Dissolving this need of reconciliation leads to liberation.
You’re one of my favorite posters. May God be with you.
I am thinking of the simultaneous acceptance of two spiritual tenets: the Eastern doctrine of impermanence and Proverbs, "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it. "
I echo your sentiment of DHT usage, while the exogenous DHT I used was 11-keto DHT from IdeaLabs, which has a 36 hour half life, it does still tickle the same receptors. I have a profound sense of serenity when using it. Workouts are more effortless, staying calm in stressful situations is easier, dealing with whatever arises at work is easier, and love for family members is more divine (even / especially when they do annoying things).
Have you ever watched the pbs documentary “Raising Cain” Exploring the inner lives of American boys? Great work, “documentary aims to demystify common stereotypes about boys, such as the belief that they are inherently aggressive, tough, violent, and impulsive.“ yadda yadda, it’s great and has unexpected discoveries. Little mini science experiments on camera comparing boys behavior, reactions to an ignoring mother to a girls experience with the same treatment from the coached mother. Spoiler alert! Boys do not like to be ignored by mom!
You have me very curious to try DHT. Is Idealabs good at it?
Lastly this post also made me think of seeing little boys lately. I work in a garden store and lots of families come in all the time. And often I see little boys come in holding, squeezing their shorts like they have to go to the bathroom. But they don’t have to go to the bathroom. They have an incredibly sensitive scar on their fucking penis because our genius culture thinks we need to perform surgery on little boys dicks. Fuck! I get so pissed and sad when I see this because I remember embarrassing situations when i was a child where teachers would have to pull me aside and tell me not to do that. Not to hold myself, not to comfort my fucking wound.
Anyways, great article! As always! Been a minute! Hope you are well!
Check out the documentary!
Keep fucking writing!
Also… I'm pretty sure the Sugar Diet cures heartbreak is what I’m hearing these days! Ha!
ADHD has always seemed to me to be the result of modernity's assault upon the internal timings of metabolism and sleep in the body (in addition to the continuous flood of images and information to the mind) which makes the conversion of imagination to energy to action, even in the most mundane and simple of tasks, feel unsurmountable. The worst part is not however even that my limbs cannot reach for what is already mentally painted, but that I fail over and over to fulfill my promises to people, and especially to her, and it is a daily heartbreak. Truly one's brain has Fallen to earth.
Thank you for the writing and providing the words. It is greatly appreciated.
I suffer the heartbreak of raising a daughter with autism - I mourn the loss of potential for her to have relationships, children, a job even. And my endocrine system has been destroyed by treatment for terminal cancer, as well. Strange perhaps, that since my diagnosis I have not been measurably unhappier than before. In accepting the worst there is some joy even, though it may just be that one feels there is nowhere further to fall.
T3 you have brought along a sense of belonging, inspired and helped inspire the light within myself and the world over. Just incredible writing. The fire rises
I’ve been taking DHT for a bit now, and have been working on a write up related to this for a while. I can attest to your experience of being immune to female charm whilst expressing greater love for your close ones. I noticed something similar in my own life.
“We live, so we must try.”
“Terribleness is part of greatness, let us not deceive ourselves.”
The synthesis of incongruent elements, whether they be spiritual or temporal, will always precipitate a situation which demands itself to be oriented toward a new horizon. Heartbreak demands a reconciliation. Dissolving this need of reconciliation leads to liberation.
You’re one of my favorite posters. May God be with you.
Thank you, Blurfy. God bless.
I am thinking of the simultaneous acceptance of two spiritual tenets: the Eastern doctrine of impermanence and Proverbs, "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it. "
I concur. Yours is just incredible writing.
I echo your sentiment of DHT usage, while the exogenous DHT I used was 11-keto DHT from IdeaLabs, which has a 36 hour half life, it does still tickle the same receptors. I have a profound sense of serenity when using it. Workouts are more effortless, staying calm in stressful situations is easier, dealing with whatever arises at work is easier, and love for family members is more divine (even / especially when they do annoying things).
Thanks for this T3. Your articles warm my heart and are actually inspiring me to write.
Have you ever watched the pbs documentary “Raising Cain” Exploring the inner lives of American boys? Great work, “documentary aims to demystify common stereotypes about boys, such as the belief that they are inherently aggressive, tough, violent, and impulsive.“ yadda yadda, it’s great and has unexpected discoveries. Little mini science experiments on camera comparing boys behavior, reactions to an ignoring mother to a girls experience with the same treatment from the coached mother. Spoiler alert! Boys do not like to be ignored by mom!
You have me very curious to try DHT. Is Idealabs good at it?
Lastly this post also made me think of seeing little boys lately. I work in a garden store and lots of families come in all the time. And often I see little boys come in holding, squeezing their shorts like they have to go to the bathroom. But they don’t have to go to the bathroom. They have an incredibly sensitive scar on their fucking penis because our genius culture thinks we need to perform surgery on little boys dicks. Fuck! I get so pissed and sad when I see this because I remember embarrassing situations when i was a child where teachers would have to pull me aside and tell me not to do that. Not to hold myself, not to comfort my fucking wound.
Anyways, great article! As always! Been a minute! Hope you are well!
Check out the documentary!
Keep fucking writing!
Also… I'm pretty sure the Sugar Diet cures heartbreak is what I’m hearing these days! Ha!
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Have not watched it. I don't think idealabs sells DHT anymore. Thank you for reading!
ADHD has always seemed to me to be the result of modernity's assault upon the internal timings of metabolism and sleep in the body (in addition to the continuous flood of images and information to the mind) which makes the conversion of imagination to energy to action, even in the most mundane and simple of tasks, feel unsurmountable. The worst part is not however even that my limbs cannot reach for what is already mentally painted, but that I fail over and over to fulfill my promises to people, and especially to her, and it is a daily heartbreak. Truly one's brain has Fallen to earth.
Thank you for the writing and providing the words. It is greatly appreciated.
I would take that regularly if it didn‘t make me comb out my hair in bushels, spiritual experience when mixed with psilo on a sunny day